And it all comes crashing down upon my wee little head

So, everything is going kaput in my life right now. I shall share a list of all goings ons, and I want to make the disclaimer that I'm not complaining, I'm just merely hoping that getting these thoughts out will ease some stress...here we go!

• My brother Sam is very sick and not doing well. I'm terrified of losing him. He's the closest person I've ever had to a brother, in every sense of the word. I admire him more than he will ever know.
• Michael's uncle died yesterday. It was completely unexpected, and it breaks my heart to see him and his Granny as upset as they are, as well as the rest of the family.
• I have to get a shot in the arm Friday (I'm terrified of needles, especially when they are being shoved into my skin)
• 21 hours of classes are trying to kill me...I'm not even kidding
• My right eye has been twitching for over 8 hours. This cannot be a good thing
• Nightmares are keeping me from sleeping all the way through the night, and when I do sleep, it's not restful
• I tried on my wedding dress this past weekend, and I've gotta lose some weight so I'll be able to breathe in it. This means a...gulp...diet.
• One of my best friends is having a tough time and hurts so badly, and I have no idea how to help her. I'm really worried about her, and I love her so much.
• I hardly get to see Michael, and with what's going on with his uncle, I feel terrible about not being able to be with him like I should be. But I can only do so many things at once, and can only be in one place at a time. I'm a terrible fiancee.
• I can't remember what my class schedule is day to day, and I frequently forget what day it is.
• 21 hours wasn't the best idea.

And that's all I've got right now. Praying would be a good thing to do for me right now. Overwhelmed is an underrated word for how I'm doing right now.

But on the plus side, I'm getting an MTSU Dairy Products Judging Team National Champions 2007 jacket, and it's paid for! WOOT!