Sunday, December 24, 2006

why?

There is something I really don't understand. Why in the world am I so bitter? I don't want to be bitter. It's not a nice thing to be, and in all honesty, it doesn't feel good. i don't want to be this way. This can't be a good thing.

i'm bitter in a lot of ways, and towards different people. i never used to be this way, but I am now. I guess some of the things I've been through have contributed to it, but I feel like that's not a valid excuse.

These are feelings that i'm not really used to, and to be honest, i don't want to get used to. but it comes flying at me out of left field. i want to vent, but then again, i don't want to become a complainer.

I'm so confused.

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