It's Like Groping in the Dark

There is 10 months and 28 days until my wedding...and even though I'm THRILLED, I'm really worried at the same time. The thing that worries me is how it's going to get paid for. I know that God will make provisions, and He knows what He's doing, but it's just hard to let go and let Him do what He does best. The unknown has a way of scaring the bajeebies outta me.

I just wish I could focus on the happiness of the whole thing, and enjoy it, rather than fret about it.

Have I mentioned how much I hate the hold money has on our lives?!

"It's a Champagne Supernova"

I hate worrying. I also hate the control money has on all of our lives. This is something I've realized before, but it becomes increasingly apparent while doing my wedding planning. Several people have stepped up and are helping me find an inexperienced wedding photographer...so far I've found one for $200...and that covers everything! The problem...I haven't seen any of her work. I'm thinking that will be remedied soon though.

I've also met a very gracious and lovely wedding planner who is willing to help me at a beyond reasonable cost, which is just incredible.

I know everything will work out, and the key to getting through this and getting through this successfully is Jesus, and he's doing an amazing job. I've just gotta trust him.

If you have any suggestions, or wanna donate money, let me know! lol.